Hey my blog still exist~

 It's amazed to see my blog still exist 😀

It's been a while since my last update here, I do wondering if this post will read by anyone.

Reading my old blog and some of my Uni friend's blog does bring the old memories back, that was a wonderful period where you don't much stress on study nor money. Everyday was exploring unknown part of your life and excitement will always be there waiting for you.

Well now, status has changed. From teenager -> working adults -> husband -> father does this change who I am, I would say maybe not just the responsibility and burden will be greater. Just that I find that I lost of the capability of writing freely, I guess probably because I lost my patience of reading book.

Maybe I should make myself reading some books in the near future.

Stay Healthy Stay Safe my friend and whoever reading this post.

See you guys soon when Covid-19 is over. 

Ciao~ Adios amigo.😇

Piano~

钢琴?梦?

Understanding~

相信很多人都希望别人会了解自己~ 我也相信没人能完全地了解另一个人~ 就算是长时间相处也一样~ 因为了解所以体谅~ 我不怨没人能了解我只因我伪装了自己~ 连自己也不能了解自己~ 哈哈~高级的自我催眠... 请播放小猪的自我催眠~

Notty?

可以有一天我累了我倦了,做个让自己开心的决定.... 不去烦恼任何后果，不去想那么多... 我记忆中的自己在哪里? 好模糊~我活的不像自己...似乎迷失了方向被牵着走... 我不想~ 我想寻找我自己~就算累我也应该是会微笑的挨下去...

Shoe 2~

终于第二双鞋也阵亡了~ 第一双鞋走过的或许是青涩的经历... 第二双鞋呢?我只知道踩了很多烟头吧~哈哈 做sales了,走的路也多了或许这样鞋子比较不耐吧?好快就坏了哦... 谢谢你我的第二双鞋~

第三双鞋看你的表现了哦~也看我自己的表现了...

加油了...海万...不能再认输了...再累再痛也要走下去...

To Myself?

我对自己说其实我并不了解自己... 想要的,不想要的其实都不是很清楚... 或许这就是人家说的立场不坚定没主见吧? 也是所谓的好人?因为没有立场所以尽全力配合别人? 其实我也有个梦想...简单的梦想... 就是想坐上火车,停留在每个车站用双脚走遍Malaysia每个小城镇... 哈哈...蛮无聊的吧? 这个就是所谓的low cost环游世界...

Talk or Don't Talk....

讲了却没有反应~ 不能讲的却只能收在心里~ 无从而知的想法，猜不透~ 好累...心好累~ 你累了吗？

Salesman~

Salesman简单来说就是BKL~ 什么是BKL呢？就是Bao Ka Liao啦~ 什么都做，什么都要完成... 又要有sales又要有report... 简直是出的了厅堂，又要在公司耐F... Haha~成就感可不是一般的高咯... 最近上厕所特别容易，因为屁股都开花了嘛~

Endurance~

我或许没想象的那么坚强 总有想放弃的时候 累了只想赖在床上 逃避像是个安眠药不停地侵蚀着我 你愿陪伴着我吗？ 赖床难道是没有勇气面对新的一天吗？ 还是我太猪了...haha

Shoe~

A pair of shoe that accompany me for 1 and half year~ A few interviews...a lot of fresh experience in work life~ Thanks...Is time for you to retired...

To Miss Teh~

Haha...miss Teh~when I listen to this song don't know why I will think about you...

Maybe the song match your characteristic o?

Don't know whether you have listen before or not~please enjoy...

Saving = No Money?

Well I think most of the people facing the same problem as me?

After start working for a few month, there start people asking whether you got save money or not ah?

Haha~this question has been repeated for 1 years plus already...

Well for me...haha...actually commitment take a quite heavy portion in my income...

Saving...haha...not a big portion...

Enjoying = spending actually is not much too...

Then where is my money gone?

Happy Birthday My Fren~

To my fren Miss Teh,

Happy birthday to you~

Hope you can get promote / boy friend soon...

Hahaha...not hard sale you ler...dun angry ya~

By the way...hope you stay pretty and healthy always ya~

It's been long time~

最近大家还好吗？

过完年咯~每个人都开始工作咯~

祝大家新年快乐哦~

First of all, I have to sincerely apologize to my friends...

I really become lazy and tired for all these months....

I feel kinda lost contact with you all...

especially PeiPei and Daphne who also came to Singapore for working~

suppose I should meet you guys up for gathering...but~~

So sorry about this...

During Chinese New Year, my second sister ask me do you ever think of going back Malaysia to work?

I feel like many thing running through my minds and a lot of future choices to be make...

Seriously confusing and annoying...but these is the problems I need to face...

Seriously recently facing tonnes of problem...working...relationship...financial...

Haha...man really have to mature when growing up...

Argh...my mind is so tiring~

Now...no money...

哈哈...现在的我...
在烦什么呢?

缺钱啊...几时才能摆脱负资产啊?
我一定要省省省啊...

看到我花钱就打我屁股吧~~~

哈哈...

Working life...

怎么好久都没有写Blog了呢？
是懒惰了吧...哈哈...还是以前太得空了啊？

这几个月发生了什么事呢？
找工...到做工...
新加坡总会让人觉得薪水高啊...
兑换率啊...薪水都是两倍啊...
哈哈...怎么没什么感觉有存了很多钱呢?
原来是这里诱惑太多了...
买了电话...总是出去享受...哈哈...年轻的坏处啊...
先声明啊...不是去夜店啊...
现在变老头了...夜店对我来说太年轻了...
哈哈...


十月经历了什么呢?
毕业典礼啊...哈哈...
原来毕业是这样的...好累...好感触...
累啊...因为带了整个旅行团啊...哈哈...我家十多个人...
想起来真夸张...阵容强大啊...
不过真的是很累的咯...不过开心就好了...

在这里真的要默默地向好多位朋友说声对不起啊...
因为真的太忙了...应该趁这个机会聚聚的...可是都没时间了...
下次一定要请个长假好好回去聚一聚咯...

毕业好像就是辛苦了三年...就为了上台的那一张纸啊...
不过心里还是会有很多感触吧...
所有...捱过的苦...享受的开心时光都这么落幕了...

朋友们...下次再见了啊...

Dear all...

Dear all...new updates will coming soon...haha...stay tune...^^

So Sorry...

So sorry to myself, my friend...
so guilty for being abandon this blog for such a long time...

Come...lets talk about when leaving UniMAS...
haha...very outdated topic isn't it?
actually feel sad...feel like not willing to leave this place...
sadly to say these three years doesn't left many sweet memories to me...
i think u all know is what going on...so i not need to be mention again...
plus that is something not honourable when speak out...
but i think learn many things from there...not just something in books...
man with man...woman with man...woman with woman...
wows...that sound like interesting right?

我更了解朋友...好人...坏人...都难做人...
从不后悔认识了你们...
其实每个人就像是齿轮...当我们彼此太要好了...摩擦就越多越大...
保持一些距离反而不会磨损了彼此...

我们总像在雾里看花...都看不清状况...
有的真的就只是误会...却演变成无法收拾的局面...

在离开的飞机上...我哭了...
哈哈...真的哭了...或许...
眼泪中包含着些许的不舍得这片生活了三年的土地...
更有着一种释怀了的心情...像是种解脱吧?
回想三年的点点滴滴...那种感觉绝对不是被一件事情所引发的...

感谢这三年来曾经出现在我生命中的任何一个人...
有了你们...我的大学生涯才会如此的与众不同...

感恩了...^^

Me?

我好像要毕业了...
可是却没有想去做工的冲动...
为什么呢?
害怕工作吗？应该不会吧？

真的有好多要考虑...
继续读吗?
Master真的有用吗?
读了就只能做Lecturer吗？
Marketing要的会是更高的学历吗？
说真的...我没有信心继续读下去...
虽然我会做Final Yeas Project...
可是我真的没有信心去面对Master thesis啊...

没有时间考虑了啊...
怎么才能够撇开心中的乌云啊？
越来越多的意见会让我自己更清醒吗？

Ending...

终于到了终点...
该做的都做完了...哈哈...在等毕业吗?
心情真是复杂...
一边做工一边做功课...真的很累人...
苦难都只是成功的开胃菜吧?希望如此...

知道了Final Year Project的成绩了...
不感觉非常的有成就感...或许太多的敷衍在那里面吧?
总觉得教授太疼我们了...哈哈...
还有second reader啊...

Finally Happy Easter and Happy April Fool to everybody...^^