Friday, October 30, 2009

Lend a helping hand...

i think everyone ever help people rite?
i dunno y tis time i feel so regret when i help people...because i dunno myself is help or harm to that person...
sorry to say that all the things i say is from my own perspective...
i help because u r helpless...u say nobody u can find...
i was so hesitate when i want to help because i scare when i help u...u wont learn anything and rely on me...
at the end...i was so tired...i have to busy on my own and think bout urs...
i never say i dun want help u...but...u asking bout over limit...the thing u ask is very detailed...
not just a broad scope that i can easily answer u without further thinking...u noe?
thats all rite...in the end the thing that u work is...i cant describe about it...
i explain n explain...over n over again...i feel like going do it finish rather den answer ur question...
my mind is very very vexed u now?ur question reali need think very detailed n very familiar with the question...but the problem is i ain't do the same thing with u...
when u are rush when u r helpless...u looking at me just like i born to be must help u...
y?i din have the standard to tell u also...i not confirm all the opinion i give is correct...
when the thing u ask from me got problem u will find me again...
just like a never ending story...
i reali very very very phobia on the situation like that...
Please find someone else that reali can give u a confirmation answer...
I NOT THAT PERSON...

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Relax...

finally all the assignment had submitted...
thx all that help me...
especially the shorty...haha...he left no choice tats y follow me...i oso follow him...
thx shorty...haha...
now just can relax a bit but need to study more liao...

there was a sad thing happen...
my japanese assessment 4...is very very bad...
feel very sad...feel very regret...feel very sorry to myself...
tot of take this course to get A...
but at the end...last few assessment's carry marks is quite good...but...
only can blame myself skip too much class...die...last chapter oso dun have but go to the assessment...at the end...lecturer ask me but i can't even answer...
haiz...
nvm...tell myself hardworking bit...
do well in final maybe still can get B+ la...haha...
add oil...

her hair is her grandmother comb de lo...haha...my mum same crazy like me...wahahaha....

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Speechless...

Finally got a relaxing day for me to post my...
just finish a week with tons of work...lots of activities...
happy...joy...stressed...depressed...sad...angry...all come across my minded...
make me almost want go to insane people hospital...haha...

haiz...say bout bad thing 1st ba...
final year project...rush rush rush...only can admit that what i had pass up not a satisfies work...
here i got something that i want to say to somebody...
ur fyp is ur fyp...not mine ok?i din take double degree in marketing...
i noe u have a "bad" supervisor...so?
i noe u dunno how to do...so?
i hate when u say u dunno...tat means u need a people who know to settle the problem?
ok...fine...i mention again n again oredi...i only can provide an opinion to u only...
i not a Master student nor a Phd standard ba....i scare when u wrong den u blame me...
when got further problem den u find me...i also busy with my own work...
ya...i noe as fren i should help u...but i hope u noe the limit of "help"...
i m sorry that my words is rude...
but...tats wat i feel...
i not despise ppl copy n paste...b'coz myself also always copy n paste...
but pls...pls la...copy n paste with brain ba...dun copy something that urself cant understand...
i feel very sad y u become like tis...izit b'coz of me?
primary data n secondary data dunno how to differentiate?
qualitative n quantitative dunno how to differentiate?
u pass the subject together with me...but u seems like u never study the subject b4...
sorry to say that...i feel like a 1st year student is doing the FYP...
p/s: i specially mention in here again...if this happen in next semester...i can ensure that i will kill ppl lo...
p/s: pls dun keep sent repeated msg to me...u noe the feel of ur phone inbox is full with same n repeated msg...n tis make me cant open some important msg...pls dun so stupid la...n dun force me change my phone number without inform u lo...

now tok bout some happy thing ba...
finally pass up the FYP...less burden...but more await me at future...haha...
me become 22 years old lo...nothing different...still silly as usual...
sad is still sad...haha...
trouble is still more trouble...wahahahaha...

To all my Uni fren who read tis blog...
final is coming soon...study as much as possible ya...
n pls supervise me too ya...
n hopefully got Chivas all the study weeks...wakakaka...



Tuesday, October 20, 2009

20 and 10...

ya...20 and 10 is my birthday date...
thanks a lots to my frens tat post wishes on my facebook...n by phone too...
thanks u guys very much...

in here...wish myself will dream come true...haha...
another milestone for myself...
add oil..for myself...haha...

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Third party...

我很快乐
请不要再说爱我
别再触碰我心里还未伤愈的角落
习惯一个人的我
并不是缺你不可
如果你是爱我的
就别让自己再犯错

我很快乐

请不要再说爱我
我已经把失去的当成了一种收获
悲伤的剧情太多
曾经都侵袭着我
所以我不再做
这第三者的第三者

This is a song lyrics...dun misunderstanding me lo...i scare of writing things liao lo...everytime sure got ppl misunderstanding...hahaha...





Sorry...

对不起..
不能让你的心安定下来...
只想让你知道我真的尽力...
我的不认真让你怀疑我的心态...
只是我真的很不想用很严肃的去告诉你这些事情...
我的坚强快沦陷了...
我的理智快失去了...

好累...对不起...
请支持我...

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Happy birthday...

Thanks for you all tat celebrating the birthday at Kim Bay Restaurant...haha...
old one years old...nothing difference from physical i think...mentally hope become more mature...
Thanks for u guys...haha...
Happy birthday to Pui Yeng and Gerald also who are librarian like me also...
hope u all will be happy forever n lasting...
sorry i haven't get some photo on my hand maybe i upload next time lo...hehe...

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Flower in the GreenHouse...

温室的小花?
你是温室里的小花吗?

妈妈常说像你这样以后怎样去照顾女孩子?哈哈...
常常我在想是我太差吗? 还是我还没吃过苦呢?
放眼望去...身边好像有着更多温室里的小花...
他们怎么在往后的日子生活呢?
继续在别人的庇荫下生活吗?

有些好想逃离温室却被约束的太紧...
有些却以为自己是很坚强...却一碰壁了就一倒不起...
你曾以自己的努力换来相对的回报吗?
你曾身心疲累只为了一餐温饱吗?
你曾放下自己的尊严只为了继续生存吗?

你吃过苦了吗?