Sorry to myself?

A holiday that waste many times on stupid things...
i suppose to have many things need to be done but gone...
my questionnaire...working...gathering...
waste money on non-practical things...
my life seems like very lost...y until this stage i will feel very lost?
just because i contact too many things in a short period and cause my mind become so unstable?

i should planning...i should work for it...i should stay away from those distract...